A question. On my existance. I have been searching the answer on books,notes,theories,science. Every stream merges into the one ocean. That is to say all questions and theory: be it religion or science has the one age-old question why on earth do we exist? Is there a purpose? A destiny to be followed.
Many have many thoughts. And destiny is one of the preferred. Its a relief to know that we are supposed to do something and that no matter what we will get there. No pressure! Personally I hope I dont have a pre-determined destiny. I would feel nothing less than a puppet. And yet even people's subconsciousness is influenced by the hidden hand of fate. Now look at the great books : Harry Potter , Narnia, Eragon , our own epics : Mahabharat , Illiad. There is always a great prophecy and a certain person is chosen to be the saviour. Others fated to be ordinary and failures. I am not considering myself such. I just dont want to be a puppet.
What then ? Many people go about the life being totally unconcerned about anything other than simply going on with their life. An endless cycle. Oh the most suffocating circle! How I envy that simplicity! On the other hand I am happy not to lose myself . But what should become of those people who dont belong to that circle? A unquenchable thirst to know the truth. To break out of the glass cage and just know. The reaon we are here. Why are we here?
Is it the most ordinary of explanations? That we are simply part of an evolution. Then I don't think human beings deserve to be a completely superior race than animals. If this is the explanation then well I don't know about anyone but I just .. well lose any sense in living like a pig.
Or is it that we have a Grand Architect who made us? Like the religions indicate. Then I would like to find some details about the guy/gal/whatever , no offense meant. But honestly I would like to know how is That possible. The creation and stuff. Is it for amusement or entertainment or something else? I would like to know Their world.
Or is it like what was portrayed in Promethius? We were made by a different species. Then what are we supposed to do? Eat,Pray and Love?
Abudant questions. Curiosity killed the cat. I would rather be the cat than be ignorant.
Some may say my state of mind is result of teenage rebellion and I haven't reached maturity yet. Then I would say I never want to be mature if it means losing my curiosity and hunger for knowledge. I never want to lose myself amidst the terms success, money and power.
I will forever hunt for the answer. Because I want to know.
